So I’ve been thinking about my life and wondering. You know how you just wonder sometimes. Is this where I’m supposed to be? Did I make the right decisions? I was reading something in People (yes, this very highly intelligent reading material…) and they were asking about the sort of advice you might go back and give the younger version of yourself if you could. I guess one of the things I wonder about is if I made enough mistakes…and not just small mistakes but big, ugly mistakes. I know it seems crazy but I want to make sure that my life isn't too clean or easy. I am already living a life that is way too good in comparison to most. And it makes me crazy to think that I wouldn’t take a risk or fail in some way that made me a better person? Maybe I’m feeling like this because I’m on the verge of making a big mistake (yes, it does seem strange to vocalize). Maybe not. Maybe I’m just feeling crazy because we are experiencing rolling blackouts here in Zambia. It’s hard to say. But I hope that I continue to make a few big mistakes in my lifetime. And I hope you all do too.
And all this from reading People.